Ok so i guess i should explain myself. it would seem that my camera has died. yes i know its a tragedy and i do feel utterly naked without it. There is nothing i can do to save it. over the last year i have been moving around a lot. I lived with a friend and his family, and then i was forced to move back in with my parents. Now thank Jebus, my best friend of 6 years has gotten a house and i have been allowed to move in. I have no job to speak of and certainly no money (other than food stamps) but so long as i keep the house i can stay. the major problem is that they have no internet. So i cannot do ANYTHING online. I'm only able to do this today b/c i have to take my father to the doctor. Its all worth it though. As a clinically depressed person having a house away from my parents has saved my sanity. I think that i can sacrifice my fav. medium for that happiness. At least i have my dear friend Kazu to come over and confide in. it seems that my other friends aren't as happy b/c they don't get to see me as much, but in my defense we have lived there a week I'm still organizing. There is still work to do to make this house a home. For the first few days we didn't have water. Man oh man i did not fully grasp how necessary water is until then. If possible when they turned it on i would have hugged it. ^_^ Well anyway i have to run now. Enough of my inane babel for one day. LOVE YOU ALL!!!